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Lucy Enlo Infinity Arp

by Bcspatch

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INFINITY ARP 03:24
It Moves You Moves Through You And Tells Me What To Do You Know Now Don't Know How But See Through What You Do Stay up late Stand up dates Don't make plans Make friends wait Live all alone Don't leave home Be lost in What you do Don't take flack Don't call back Do no wrong — take that back, You're fine now So cool how it's all true What You Do It Moves You Moves Through You And Tells Me What To Do You Know Now Don't Know How But See Through What You Do
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ActiveLevel 02:36
When the lines were drawn We were all watching But no one was there to do the counting I'm often left wondering how long it's been A year maybe? I can't even remember anymore But I'm here now And I'm not going anywhere I'm here now, hearing you And you seem to tell me that it's no good That I'm aiming to be more than what I am And all I am now is a part of you, and all that matters now is that I be me and I let you be me too I'm leaving tonight I'm letting you know that I'm leaving now I'm leaving There's a clarity I feel from leaving you now Which is what I need to do now I need to leave When the lines were drawn I left you And I left you and I left you and I Left you But you never left me *** But not through me It talks to me I'm waiting And I'm waiting But I'm still not leaving No one is leaving We're all Just Moving
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DeeDream 03:17
The heart burns out but it feels ok The head won't last another day The hard part's down but we're still right here Just bring me near enough to say: A New Home The Laughter you own I'll say right now what I want, what I need An old space That time won't erase I'm living it now but I won't wanna leave The thought cuts cold but it's still not there The words won't work it anywhere The heart breaks black but it's still not you It only moves enough to say: A New Home The Laughter you own I'll say right now what I want, what I need An old space That time won't erase I'm living it now but I won't wanna leave A New Hand The future you planned I'll give it to you now if you've got what I need A whole space The mind won't erase I'm leaving it now but I'm not what I need
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I can see you Underneath the wool I can hear you Underneath the pull I'm afraid now You won't ever change I'm afraid now That you won't ever talk me down It's not the only way to get around I can feel you Underneath the hair I can feel you You won't ever care I can breathe now You won't come around I can breathe now That you won't ever let me down It's not the only way to get around I can see you Underneath the hair I can hear you You were not aware How it feels now You won't come around How it feels now That you won't ever let me down It's not the only way to get around I'm so damn tired of trying to find a way to get around No more lies Just more time to try to get it down It's not the only way to get around
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Intermission 00:34
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Uterus 04:17
You keep walking on the outside Stepping out through it all Look at you now, you've got Hardly moving light Well tell me what you'll do about the sorrow You keep thinking about the same thing Talking about the love you think you'll bring You're wrong, you know Time won't make it right You're never going to make it to tomorrow I can't let go I want you whole You can't not know How much I've grown You keep stepping on the outside Running out through it all Look at you now, you've got Swollen hands untied You think I give a shit if you can follow You're down sinking on the wrong thing Letting all the shallow anger sing I tried, you know Why put out the light It gets a little better when you're hollow I can't let go I want you whole You can't not know How much I've grown
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3 Suns 04:02
Let it wait In All you'll find your own Capitulate Cause much as I want to see, It ain't lost on me It ain't lost on me We'll bend the plane No longer find it all Articulate: I'm sending it my all, Can't recall the tiny little piece of what's lost on me No one ever asked you What you thought would make it last too See the past in all you know Is not what keeps you all alone No one ever asked you What you thought would make it last too You the past is all you know It's not what keeps you all alone
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We're spending in something else Our words get tired Lost unknown We're splitting our halos down Hands shook to the bone Sounding our sleepless lot All longing on the phone Spinning down our workaround Outreaching own And can we just Let this little sand in our eye I'll bet you haven't seen it cry in here before Awash in our shallow ground You're not around You're not around But at least you're not alone
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Cryptids 02:18
I mean think about it Lucy How much of what has happened for you has been "under your control" And of that time How much of it would you weigh as more "real" than the revelations you've had in the process? You're safe Lucy Nothing's going to happen to you, and nothing ever has You've never worried about what tomorrow will bring, just like you've never had to worry about what yesterday will bring So don't worry about it, even if you can You're free From mortal time and all linearity Over the span of your hundred-some years, your brain will be carving memories, thoughts and concepts irrespective of when, where, why or how they originate There is no now without all of the past and future waiting for us in the wings You simply exist Go see what you can find, or don't I don't care Me? I'm spending my time unraveling the history of our species Enjoying the idle fantasy that someday we may unwind ourselves from time completely Become something new The defining feature of our kind right now is our relentless attachment to time I exist in the present, past, and future where our participation in the cosmic play of the universe has no need for time anymore And there finally exists absolute freedom for non-linear thought Who knows what kind of world that will be Maybe we've been in it the whole time
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Path Down 02:41
Waiting here I'm not so out there with all I care, it's not so unfair Howling me I'm not low, not near It's lost in me I'm not, no, not here Lost in me It's not, no, not there It's not so Unclear It's not so Unclear It's not so Unclear
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And I saw god today On my way back from a 12-year low He don't mind, the way he talks about Letting goooooooo I owe you a call but now I can't shut up about night and day Petrified and why We're lost again, but we'll find a wayyyyyyy There has got to be another time When you and I can tell it how it is Me and my useless mind

about

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A story of truth, perception, freedom and joy.

This is the album accompanying that story.

Lucy Enlo is a 20ish year-old girl living in a future where no one has to worry about much of anything anymore.

The simple nature of her daily life in the utopian metropolis where she lives is confounded only by the Infinity Arp, a strange guiding hallucination that fills her with a sense of purpose, understanding, and excitement for what's to come.


Since she was little it had always been there in her mind. Like a strange puzzle connecting the pieces of her life; a web pulling through her thoughts and into her sense of right and wrong, real and dream. At times it shone like a jewel, refracting light for her and dancing as she thought about it more, singing out sublime melodies from a place beyond her understanding. At times it pierced her thoughts like a spear of crystalline light, so brilliantly in focus that it was impossible to see what it truly was. All she knew about it was what she could feel: that whatever it was, whether it was something like destiny or more of a strange cosmic joke, it was part of her, and therefore part of something important.

The full story details her pursuit of the Infinity Arp through her unique modern world, but this album also stands alone as an abstract exploration of her journey. For more information, you can visit my Patreon here:

patreon.com/wheat_dirt

credits

released February 12, 2020

All songs written, recorded, mixed and mastered by BCSPATCH
Cover art by Sylvia

Voice on track 1 by Catherine Conroy
Voice on tracks 3 and 11 by Melian Radu
Saxophone on track 5 by Ben Litwicki

Thanks to the many friends and Patreon supporters who contributed thoughts, ears, and excitement to the production of this album, including:

Melian, Catherine, Blair, Sloane, Ben, Eli, Michelle, Andrea, Alec, Ethan, Liza, Nathan, Elizabeth Hocker, Liam Healy, Lindsé Walball, Evan Meyer, Teal Elisabeth, Sean Casselton, Emily Praetorious, Emma Hall, Jessie Stern, Mom and Dad


Many thanks as well to Amanda and Liam at Rough Cut Press for their generous support of the project. Their publication can be found here:

roughcutpress.com

Links to other projects by my friends:

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bth1991:

mstrrfx.bandcamp.com
soundcloud.com/masterhoriffics/carrier-signalloop-ver

Maggs Dao:

www.instagram.com/maggsdao/


BOPERMANS:

www.youtube.com/watch?v=h7obysVI-Qw&fbclid=IwAR1jWoIctPq6oqy7wF28J78z3IbFL1zqOWd5dSrI2TXp3-k2GghJDdyp64A


Teal Elisabeth:

www.tealelisabeth.com


Ben Litwicki:

ampl.ink/71mJb?fbclid=IwAR3MxGIfWObAem3DYC5iZzuF2xsheFMD03yuOcGcT_CFr8WwK6DXdfok9CA

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Bcspatch Los Angeles, California

Truth and clarity don't simply exist in the world; they are reinvented every day by those who bother to go out and find them.

I pursue my art as a means of refining my understanding. My music, visual art and stories explore the internal, the interpersonal and the surreal, a reflection of the realities through which we search for universal truth.

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