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INFINITY ARP
03:24
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It Moves You
Moves Through You
And Tells Me
What To Do
You Know Now
Don't Know How
But See Through
What You Do
Stay up late
Stand up dates
Don't make plans
Make friends wait
Live all alone
Don't leave home
Be lost in
What you do
Don't take flack
Don't call back
Do no wrong
— take that back,
You're fine now
So cool how
it's all true
What You Do
It Moves You
Moves Through You
And Tells Me
What To Do
You Know Now
Don't Know How
But See Through
What You Do
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3. |
Lucy Enlo (Interlude)
01:25
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ActiveLevel
02:36
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When the lines were drawn
We were all watching
But no one was there to do the counting
I'm often left wondering how long it's been
A year maybe?
I can't even remember anymore
But I'm here now
And I'm not going anywhere
I'm here now, hearing you
And you seem to tell me that it's no good
That I'm aiming to be more than what I am
And all I am now is a part of you,
and all that matters now is that I be me
and I let you be me too
I'm leaving tonight
I'm letting you know that I'm leaving now
I'm leaving
There's a clarity I feel from leaving you now
Which is what I need to do now
I need to leave
When the lines were drawn
I left you
And I left you
and I left you
and I Left you
But you never left me
***
But not through me
It talks to me
I'm waiting
And I'm waiting
But I'm still not leaving
No one is leaving
We're all
Just
Moving
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DeeDream
03:17
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The heart burns out but it feels ok
The head won't last another day
The hard part's down but we're still right here
Just bring me near enough to say:
A New Home
The Laughter you own
I'll say right now what I want, what I need
An old space
That time won't erase
I'm living it now but I won't wanna leave
The thought cuts cold but it's still not there
The words won't work it anywhere
The heart breaks black but it's still not you
It only moves enough to say:
A New Home
The Laughter you own
I'll say right now what I want, what I need
An old space
That time won't erase
I'm living it now but I won't wanna leave
A New Hand
The future you planned
I'll give it to you now if you've got what I need
A whole space
The mind won't erase
I'm leaving it now but I'm not what I need
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6. |
Underneath the Wool
04:30
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I can see you
Underneath the wool
I can hear you
Underneath the pull
I'm afraid now
You won't ever change
I'm afraid now
That you won't ever talk me down
It's not the only way to get around
I can feel you
Underneath the hair
I can feel you
You won't ever care
I can breathe now
You won't come around
I can breathe now
That you won't ever let me down
It's not the only way to get around
I can see you
Underneath the hair
I can hear you
You were not aware
How it feels now
You won't come around
How it feels now
That you won't ever let me down
It's not the only way to get around
I'm so damn tired of trying to find a way to get around
No more lies
Just more time to try to get it down
It's not the only way to get around
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7. |
Intermission
00:34
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8. |
Uterus
04:17
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You keep walking on the outside
Stepping out through it all
Look at you now, you've got
Hardly moving light
Well tell me what you'll do about the sorrow
You keep thinking about the same thing
Talking about the love you think you'll bring
You're wrong, you know
Time won't make it right
You're never going to make it to tomorrow
I can't let go
I want you whole
You can't not know
How much I've grown
You keep stepping on the outside
Running out through it all
Look at you now, you've got
Swollen hands untied
You think I give a shit if you can follow
You're down sinking on the wrong thing
Letting all the shallow anger sing
I tried, you know
Why put out the light
It gets a little better when you're hollow
I can't let go
I want you whole
You can't not know
How much I've grown
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3 Suns
04:02
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Let it wait
In All you'll find your own
Capitulate
Cause much as I want to see,
It ain't lost on me
It ain't lost on me
We'll bend the plane
No longer find it all
Articulate:
I'm sending it my all,
Can't recall
the tiny little piece of what's lost on me
No one ever asked you
What you thought would make it last too
See the past in all you know
Is not what keeps you all alone
No one ever asked you
What you thought would make it last too
You the past is all you know
It's not what keeps you all alone
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10. |
Speaking Voice
02:43
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We're spending in something else
Our words get tired
Lost unknown
We're splitting our halos down
Hands shook to the bone
Sounding our sleepless lot
All longing on the phone
Spinning down our workaround
Outreaching own
And can we just
Let this little sand in our eye
I'll bet you haven't seen it cry in here before
Awash in our shallow ground
You're not around
You're not around
But at least you're not alone
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11. |
Cryptids
02:18
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I mean think about it Lucy
How much of what has happened for you has been
"under your control"
And of that time
How much of it would you weigh as more "real"
than the revelations you've had in the process?
You're safe Lucy
Nothing's going to happen to you, and nothing ever has
You've never worried about what tomorrow will bring, just like you've never had to worry about what yesterday will bring
So don't worry about it, even if you can
You're free
From mortal time and all linearity
Over the span of your hundred-some years, your brain will be carving memories, thoughts and concepts irrespective of when, where, why or how they originate
There is no now without all of the past and future waiting for us in the wings
You simply exist
Go see what you can find, or don't
I don't care
Me?
I'm spending my time unraveling the history of our species
Enjoying the idle fantasy that someday we may unwind ourselves from time completely
Become something new
The defining feature of our kind right now is our relentless attachment to time
I exist in the present, past, and future where our participation in the cosmic play of the universe has no need for time anymore
And there finally exists absolute freedom for non-linear thought
Who knows what kind of world that will be
Maybe we've been in it the whole time
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12. |
Path Down
02:41
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Waiting here
I'm not so out there
with all I care, it's not so unfair
Howling me
I'm not low, not near
It's lost in me
I'm not, no, not here
Lost in me
It's not, no, not there
It's not so
Unclear
It's not so
Unclear
It's not so
Unclear
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13. |
Exit (Interlude)
01:57
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14. |
Sounds They're Sounding
02:38
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And I saw god today
On my way back from a 12-year low
He don't mind, the way he talks about
Letting goooooooo
I owe you a call but now
I can't shut up about night and day
Petrified and why
We're lost again,
but we'll find a wayyyyyyy
There has got to be another time
When you and I can tell it how it is
Me and my useless mind
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Truth and clarity don't simply exist in the world; they are reinvented every day by those who bother to go out and find
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